To Hell and back

Dear heart, 
I met a boy today, prepare to shatter
xxx

I miss you :(

Can i just ask a really serious question now...i dont mean it in a homophobic way at all...and im actually being serious so please answer.......

Is anyone else slightly scared of lesbians?!!!!

 

The last few weeks, 999 climax, Hockey imitiations, Halloween and Wills birthday :)

We pledge allegiance to the returning players.
Your talents are godlike and we are not yet worthy to call ourselves your team mates.
We promise to repect, and obey, and live our life on this night forever in your shadow.
We live by this code, and promise to enjoy and socialise, ask no questions and expect no lies.
And we will continue to live our lives from this day forward forever in the hope that one day we will be half as good as you are.
Furthermore and most importantly, we pledge allegiance to our new best friend, Abby-Emma-Funnel, for no other member of the team is above her, and we will forever live in admiration, fright and repect of her!

Jumpin Jaks, Liam, Rock night, scores....i fucking love this place!!!!

Its hard to know someone that well when youve only known them for 2 weeks. I guess its different with Grayce, living together is so intense and shes my best friend here, but with Adam i just dont know. My first answer to all of this would be to say i didnt play along and blame it all on him, but that wouldnt be true. I replied to all those messages last week, and  would happily have taken him up on his offer :P !!!! I know i made a complete prat of myself last week, but then so did he. the only difference is that hes quite happy to go and shout about what i did and take the piss all the time, but i dont want to do that because a)it makes me look just as bad as him and sound hypocritical, and b)his putting his foot in it stemmed from something that i dont really wanna tell everyone about. 
I thought we'd established that as we'd both fucked up we'd just call it quits and everyting would be fine, so he cave me a cuddle and apologised, and then rang me to say goodnight even though he'd only just left and everyting was just generally going well. So why is he actiang like such a twat now?!!
Id like to say that after everything at home he was a bit of a rebound thing, but that doesnt mean i dont like him at all. Then everything last night, oh my god! How can anyone have the nerve to ask you if you like them, then when you say no ask why?!! and if that wasnt enough why is he so bloody interested in me and Luke....we just get on well, thats all!!!
aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

As for Luke, thats about it at the moment. but we do get on stupidly well...and he makes me smile :)

The Aaron situation....i wanted to be the one who moved on first, and i thought i had, but i still didnt really need to hear that he was over it all, what was the point in telling me?!!Just a few days ago he was ringing all the time, and Nik told me i had to sort things out, so i did. Next thing i know, its all kicked off and i seem to be having arguments over something i didnt even know existed! How does that work?!!

"Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same thing"

Yeah, incase you havent guessed by now...i couldnt sleep last night!! 

Other than that, im fine!! how is everyone?!! xxxxx

 Aaron...Luke...Adam...im so fucking confused.
I just wanna be at home again, things were so much easier :'(

 

Sometimes the right thing and the hardest thing are the same thing.

So im finally here!! :) having an awesome time although i got a bit homesick ealier tonight, feeling better now. 
Flatmates are really cool, get on really well with one girl called Grayce. we even decided to share a cupboard in the kitchen (due to lack of space) and have a sign on t with both of our naes....and some death threats about what will happen if people steal our food!!
ummmmm...went in to the town today (bit of a shithole!!) but picked up loads of takeaway menus (getting our priorities sorted!!) and most of them are really cheap with free delivery which is good to know!! haha. 
Been down to the student union tonight, we were supposed to wear school union but i didnt have anything to wear so i had to tell the barman i was home schooled before he'd give me a drink!! haha. 
Met a guy earlier living in the block next door to mine from penzance (i know its not exactly near but at least he's not fricking welsh!!!) 
we went to a boring meeting earlier about how to collect out post etc...so if anyone wants to send me a letter (please do!!) my address is :
GCD51, 
University of Glamorgan,
Treforest,
CF37 1DL

Anyway....i hope everyone else is settling in okay, and Erica - good luck in St Ives (although i doubt youll read this before you go!) and ill speak soon!!!!
Big love xxxxxxxx

 Hey everyone!! How are we all? I thought maybe i should upsate this thing properly as i havent really in a while. the photos dont count cos that was supposed to be the same entry but i had to go to work!!!

So yeah, newquay was absolutly awesome :) was so nice to see Greg properly (Ali - not a word!!) and basically we just bummed around on the beach by day, and celebrated and got drunk by night :) only downside i guess was the whole thing with creepy dan...it was..well, creepy!! and i was actually quite scared. But Steve made up for it :) I sound like such a ho!! haha.
And everyone should know that Spooning is definitly the way forward!! I cant believe Greg didnt know what it was!!! Talk about sheltered...!!

Ummm this weeks been pretty boring, just been at work really. Me and Ali got ridiculously lost when we went to exeter despite my mums detailed directions we still managed to end up on the other side of the city :S !!!!

Only 3 weeks now til i leave for uni!!! Im so nervous!! but really realy excited at the same time!! please tell me you all feel the same! When is everyone leaving? we should have one really big night out before :)

Im home alone til wednesday and im already bored :( So if anyones got nothing to do....let me know!!!

Also, can people please leave a comment or email me their numbers cos i lost my phone and lost them all :( Thanks!

Was absolutly awesome :)

"Well, howd it go then pet? I bet you did fantastic.."

Hi everyone!!!

So i was just looking at Glamorgans SU website and the timetable for freshers week...OMG IM GOING TO DIE!!!! haha looks like fun though - and on the first night they have a traffic light party where single people dress in green, and taken people dress in red etc etc - green here i come!! haha what a cool idea!! Only 6 weks til we all leave though :(

Ummmmm...yeah...him. I've loved this week - been such fun. "Want to come around for a bit of bronzing? Home alone so im just walking around my house naked at the moment"...."ummm..yeah ok!!"

Results on thursday :( is anyone else as scared as i am? Charlie, if you read this, i was talking at work the other day about the results and how scared i was, So they decided to have a BBQ on thursday (in theory - somthing for me to look forward to!!) so i might not be able to make the meal (send me the details and ill see) but will definitly meet you all in Oceana after!

Also, i know its really sad but work mates love it so we went to bingo the other night - and I WON £100!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :)

ps - Ali - exeter one day this week? Please :)

So i went back to the doctors this morning and apparantly im not going to be able to hear anything for 6 to 8 weeks. fucking brilliant!

You know when you first like someone and things are exciting and you get that funy feeling in your stomach when you think about them?! Mmmmmmmm :)

I feel soooooooooooo roouuggghhh this morning!!!

I miss Dan :(
He just text me saying he misses me :(
I dont want a repeat of last year but i just want him here.

So this afternoon i went over to Jons for coffee and a catch up. It was nice. bit strange - things have definitely changed. For the worse i think. oh well, we'll sort things out. we have before.

Last night was fun, until me and Baz got splashed when a van drove past us :( not funny. and my shoes hurt my feet, but otherwise it was okay. will try ad post some photos somewhere soon.

Ice cream tomorrow Romin?

Dont forget, you can collect yearbooks from the octagon, 11am --> 2pm on Friday.

Hola!!!!
How is everyone? having a great time in spain - its sooooooo hot!!!!! we went to barcelona yesterday and just been bumming around on the beach today.
Hope youre all good, see you at prom!!!! are people coming out afterwards???
and Romin - we need to have our icecream day!!!!!!!
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